When I fall

When I fall
Will you be the one that picks me up
And if it happens again
Are you the one to tell me what I’m doing wrong
Even if I’m incapable of learning
Or ignorant and angry because of my own mistakes
Will you help me on my feet over and over again
Or do I look up one a day and see you standing there
With all the others laughing at my autistic awkwardness
Still not understanding how my brain works